His Secret

The moment Lu Xiao turned around,

I actually felt a tearing pain in my chest.

Immediately after, tears started falling, endlessly.

So what if we made a promise?

In truth, I didn’t even know if I should keep or accept the promise with Lu Xiao.

Yes, I was scared.

A lunatic who could attack innocent people at any moment was lurking around him.

I didn’t want to fall in love with him only to be killed by some crazy person who suddenly appeared.

I loved my life, including my very existence.

Until I figured out a countermeasure, Lu Xiao and I,

couldn’t be together.

Call me selfish and cold, fine.

I didn’t care.

But this pain right now was real, present, and overwhelming.

I really wanted to call out to him as he turned away.

But reason held me back, telling me to endure.

In early September, I got into S University as I wished.

With me were Chen Xing and Chen Qiao.

Chen Qiao was studying art.

Lu Xiao also got in; he chose law, while Chen Xing and I both studied clinical medicine.

To outsiders, Chen Xing and I seemed like high school sweethearts who continued dating into university.

My roommates were also very envious of Chen Xing and me.